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Saturday, December 10, 2005

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happy happy happy!!!wheee!!!!!i'm a happy happy happy princess gurl!!=)met up with my sugary darling feathered babes...sorry babes for being so late...overslept..not feeling well and i was really really sleep deprived man...but thanx for waiting so patiently kk??=)anyway B&J was GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT!!yummy..if only i can like eat hat every freaking day..but i'll juz grow and grow and BOMB!!i'll prolly burst into a fountain of chocolate...hehee...

headed to town on the free shuttle bus and i over head this guy talking to his friend abt children and why did his parents bring him into the world..he was like saying what's the point of having children and wat benefits it'll bring next time..i mean seriously la..u dun juz pop out children looking for benefits the child can bring to u rite??it's the process and the irreplacable joy that the child brings..im not a mother myself duh...but after my clinicals, i cherish life more and i see children as a source of happiness for me..even i can feel that way juz by interacting with them only once for abt an hour the most..wat more wld their mother see the child as??i was so pissed off that i almost turn and say to the guy to ask him to shut up..like seriously la..he was asking the gurl why bring the child into the world when u have no gains..no monetary benfits blahblah..and even if they can provide u with the benefits, you'll be too old to enjoy and yadadada...wth!!i almost gave him one tight slap!!how can such people even exist??why muz people do stuff hoping for return??doesnt it take the joy outa ur life??like ur always looking out for returns and if pple dun do anything of dun appreciate what u do, you'll be damn miserable??why bother??i mean juz do stuff for people and dun expect anything..juz do it coz u love and care for the person or coz u juz wana help...no hidden agenda..wun ur life be more meaningful and fruitful that way??

and why muz people be so superficial at times??i'm included too...sometimes the masquerade's too much for me and i wish i can juz disappear and exit and maybe the director of my life would say CUT soon...

i juz thot i pen down my thots abt my clinicals...people get inspired by the OTs, the staff but i get inspired not by these people but by the patients..their grit and determination really puts me to shame..the fact that i take the simple things in life for granted while they are contented and happy with watever they have and bravely face up to reality abt their condition really inspires me..no matter how disabled their condition has made them, they still press on in life and make the best outa everything..where else here i am..having everything in life..a wonderful loving and supportive family, loving and the bestest friends, the ability to walk, talk, express myself, go to school without difficutly am taking so many things for granted...never satisfied with watever i have..always wanting more..wanting my way and sulking and throwing tandrums when i dun get what i wan...it really woke me up from my dream and let me see the real world..people out there with disabilities are living their life to the fullest and making the best outa everything and being happy while here i am taking every thing for granted..it really puts me to shame..and the fact that they are so determine to do their therapy well and finish every task given to them...despite their young age they are able to understand all these stuff and appreciate it makes me wonder if i'm really mature...they really put me to shame..but i'm going to learn from them and make the best outa my life....

in an emo mood today so forgive me for all the thoughts and stuff..but it really affects me alot and it really makes me see things from an entirely different light..and i really thank god for putting me in this course coz i'm reall enjoy what i learn and going on clinicals not only teach me the practical aspect of my course but it teaches me the very basic lessons of life that could never be taught to me in school...

anyway headed to town after great world..walked ard and tried shoes..found a pretty nice bag from substance but they said it's not worth the price..coz it doesnt really look that ex..but i quite like it..but decided not to buy coz its not really that cheap..wanted to eat at fish and co. at wheelock but we were told we had to wait 30 - 45 min...called glass house but they said they were full house and had to wait ard the same time too..so decided to stay there..waited at the bar and started talking...and when we finally got our seats then our VIP came strolling in..that stupid ben came soooo late and he came juz in time..so he din had to wait..juz sat down and ordered..idiert!!haha...took lotsa photos...waiting for swannie to upload..haha...

by the time we finish it was already quite late so we juz walked from orchard to cine then walked back to orchard mrt..how lame's that..haha..but yes..we were tat bored coz everywhere's close and everyone was very full..ok...everyone except me..haha...then we headed home...

thanx for the great great company!!i love u guys!!=)

next mission...chocolate fondue at max brenners!!wohoo!!!=)and plan the christmas party swannie!coz ur the free-est and the slackest of us all now..haha..quick tell me earlier so i can book my place k??haha...=)=)

the princess rambled on
|Saturday, December 10, 2005|

Friday, December 09, 2005

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my feathered darlings!!=)=)whom i'm seeing later for nice yummilious BEN AND JERRYS ice cream!!wheee.....B&J's with my darlings=heaven!!=)cant wait cant wait!!

i've been so sleep deprived lately and i'm going out everyday that i'm sick now!!nanenanebooboo...serves me right!!my nose's killing me..have been sneezing like mad ever since morning and it feels so raw now man...grr...it beta be ok by tom...if not i cant taste my icecream!!that will be a disaster....haha...

i cant wait for the hols..i cant wait for christmas...i cant wait for kboxing with my babes..i cant wait for sleepovers and christmas parties..i cant wait for the christmas service..i cant wait to exchange christmas prezzies with my love ones..and that stupid jose's abandoning us for the hairyhairy...hmmphh...so we're all going kbox WITHOUT silly goose jose!!hmphh...haha..i miss u so freaking much babe!!forget hairy and come back!!!haha...=)

tata..

uploaded pics..or rather i stole swannie's pics...under My Feather Babes...

the princess rambled on
|Friday, December 09, 2005|

Thursday, December 08, 2005

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my feathered babes!!=)




i had the most wonderful time with my feathered babes on tue!!towning with them..dinner at dome and we caught CHICKEN LITTLE!!it was so freaking hilarious!!i love them soooo much!!thank God everyone's still the same..bao's still as motherly as ever..swannie's still as crazy and fishy..haha...i love them both!!=)thank god for putting them in my life t bring so much joy and laughter!!=)can't wait to see them this fri!!=)BEN AND JERRY'S!!!!!=)=)

thank god for becks and chris...had a great time catching up and updating with them..haven met chris sinc elike i duno when..prom maybe??hhaa...but thank god for the strong and still going 13 years of friendship and couting!!=)love you gurl!!=)and thank god for bringing them both into my life...it would never be the same without them!!=)

thank god for putting my darling dearie bimbos(wei,becks,jose,shee,thanya,jun),my feathered darlings(swanie and bao),chris,ben,yusheng into my life...things will never be the same without them!!=)they truly understand me inside out and i feel sooooo comfortable and stress free when i'm with them..no mask..no masquerade..no pretences..no temporal joy...juz plain me..the true me...i love them!!thanx dears for being in my life and making me who i am...i love you guys!!=)

anyway..i tried to upload pics..but mac doesn seem to be able to allow me to upload....grrr....

the princess rambled on
|Thursday, December 08, 2005|

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St. Nicholas, Catholic Junior College, Nanyang Polytechnic
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