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Thursday, December 22, 2005

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i'm really disappointed..disappointed at the way things turn out..disappointed at ur attitude..disappointed at myself..disappointed at the way i reacted..

today was not a bad day at all at the start..stayed at home with mummy..met swannie in town to do some shopping..up till here..everything's perfect...it went down hill the moment i went to cut my hair..the stupid hairdresser at The Scene cut my hair till i look like a stupid frigging mushroom!!ok..never mind abt that coz hair can always grow again rite??

actually i juz typed out the entire sequence of events..but i guess it's no point..it juz adds on to my sadness..i cried my eyes out all the way from the mrt to the bus stop and at the bus stop i juz sat there and cried..it juz hurts damn bad...i've never felt this way ever since i broke up with sam..the way he talked to me juz reall hurts me..it really sucks to have the one you feel so much for talk to u that way and he has NEVER spoken in that tone to me before..

i guess he juz doesnt know wat he did really affected me so badly and hurts me so much..he doesnt know he means so much to me and it really sucks for me to hear him talk to me this way..

i wish he'd call me now to clear things up..for me to have a chance to say i'm sorry..for the friendship to be patched back again..but i guess it'll only happen in my dreams..

i dun tink things will ever be the same between us again..we'll never be that close again..no more late night conversations and crappy shit..no more msg-ing nonsense and having fun again..everything's gona be different..i noe..no more YOU when i do badly in tests..no more YOU to cry to when i need some one to hear my shit and hear me scream,wail and complain..no more YOU to accompany me when i cannot sleep..no more YOU to go out with me when i'm bored..no more YOU....

the princess rambled on
|Thursday, December 22, 2005|

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