Saturday, September 11, 2004
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sigh..i noe i'm suppose to be studying..mugging my heads off now..but arrggghhh..juz cant seem to get down to doing serious stuff when im alone..
and i juz cant resist coming to my beeaauuttiffuulll blog...haha...
anyway,going to meet esther lin and emerson later to haf a meal at causeway point..haha..but i dun need to go there by myself coz emerson will be picking me up..haha..that's the good thing about having a gd fren who can drive..:)
anyway,i'm not feeling well..my darling too..we both found out that we were not feeling well yest when she called..how coincidental..even darlings can fall sick at the same time..haha...love u dearie!
somehow whatever she does seems to contradict what she says and what she really wans..
can she truly fully let go of everything and move on?
after all these fascade of lies,
she doesn know who to trust anymore
the one she thought was the closest to her
the one whom she thought truly understood her
was the one who tore her up and discarded her like a junk item
not even worthy to be near to
she's become doubtful of the true feelings of the people around her
those that truly care for her
she's afraid that they'll break her trust like wat he did to her
he crushed her heart in to a million pieces like it was just another porcelain vase
little did he noe that even when mended with time
the cracks and line will always be there
reminding her of the past and the hurt that she went thru
she'll never be the same hapi gurl that she used to be again..
the princess rambled on
|Saturday, September 11, 2004|
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hehe..juz did my new template?nice?hehe...muz thanx jason who helped me with all the html crap..i'm totally hopeless at this..haha..really proud of my masterpiece..
anyway..studying at st nicks with becks and chris was ok..did more catching up with them tho..haha..anyway,becks,let me check my BUSY schedule to confirm if im free on that day k?haha..jk dear..
gota bring my lovely doggie for his evening walk now..tata..
enjoy my blog and pls tag k?
the princess rambled on
|Saturday, September 11, 2004|
Friday, September 10, 2004
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juz ended my tuition..did the june 2004 paper..thot it was quite easy...had 36/40 for my mcq..yipee!!*pats myself on the back*..hehe..my tutor said he has confidence in me that i'll do well..hah..hope i wun disappoint him..
anyway..i'm going back to st nicks now to study with becks and chris..yeah!!finally getting to see them again..my greatest studying buddies..hehe..altho we dun realy study that much when we're tog..but i juz love them to bits!!haha..my gurlies really brighten up my day and makes me so happy and gurlie all over again!hehe..
tata..scooting off to my second home now!!tata..
i love my gurlies to bits!!muacks muacks muacks...they'r the only ones that make me be myself not put on a false front..they accept me for who i am and love me juz the same..rite?hehe..
our love was meant to be
kind of love that last forever
and i want to be with u
from tonight until the end of time
u should noe
everywhere i go
always on my mind
in my heart in my soul..baby..
your the meaning in my life
your the inspiration
you bring feeling to my life
you're the inspiration..
HAA!!wat a joke..wat an irony..an actual event or analogy of a juxtaposed action..haa!u should noe wat i mean!!
the princess rambled on
|Friday, September 10, 2004|
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Let's talk this over
it's not like we're dead
was it something did?
was it something u said?
don't leave me hanging
in a city so dead
held up so high
on such a breakable thread
you were all the things i thought i knew
and i thought we could be
you were everything,everything that i wanted
we were meant to be,supposed to be,but we lost it
and all the memories, so close to me,just fade away
all this time you were pretending
so much for my happy ending
it's nice to know you were there
thanks for acting like you cared
and making me feel like i was the only one
it's nice to know we had it all
thanks for watching as i fall
and letting me know we were done
wat an appropriate song..haa...
i guess i'm really getting very cynical and suspicious of people..there's no one out there in the world u can trust..not even yourself..the world's so full of lies and deception..i hate this world!i hate being in this world!it's all full of pretences and disguise..no one's ever telling the truth..that's why i always say we're living in a plastic world..just like barbie and her frenz..
~no guy is worthy of my tears,coz the one who is wun make u cry~
the princess rambled on
|Friday, September 10, 2004|
Thursday, September 09, 2004
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juz came back from the tea garden macs ..went to study with my kor..studied from 8plus till 11..quite good la..at least i finished what i wanted to do and did more..
went to thomson to study with esther today..suppose to be with her only..but when i went there i say nic and his fren..hmmm...neva mind at least they left early so i cld get to spend some time with her only..
gurlie,thanx for sharing with me ur probs and for listening to mine k?rem that watever happens juz trust God..coz He'll provide all our needs k?dun worry ya?i'll always be here for u too k?u tk care and dun tink so much for now ya?study hard k?i noe u will even without me saying rite?haha..
*how she wish he can disappear from her life..
to be gone forever..
to be forever erased from her memory..
but she cant..
everywhere she goes is juz a reminder of the wonderful and happy times spent with him..
everything she sees will make her tink of him..
why?why?why muz reality be so cruel to her?
what has she done wrong?
is it wrong to love?
she loves him with her whole heart..
she thot he did too..
not until he pushed her away like an infectious disease..
never wanting to be near her again..
always so cold and heartless to her..
wat did she do wrong?
she's left clueless..
but the answer will never be found..*
the princess rambled on
|Thursday, September 09, 2004|
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
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went out studying at holland v delifrance again..hehe..think it's become some sort of a habit..guess its good la..as in it keeps me away from calling HIM..yeah!and i succeeded!!
wei,thanx for being there for me yest k?i guess i juz wanted to call u but i din want to always run to u only when i haf problems..but when the phone rang i was hoping so much it would be u and it was!!hehe...so happy!!thanx dear!!
anyway..going out to study again tom..with esther at thomson.,.hope we wun end up talking..hehe..but i guess with esther ard,man..study thru the night also can...haha..jk esther..
~if love wasnt a game then why are there so many players?~
the princess rambled on
|Wednesday, September 08, 2004|
Monday, September 06, 2004
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There you are holding her hand
I am lost
Dying to understand
Didn’t I cherish you right
Don’t you know you were my life
Chorus:
Even though I try I can’t let go
Something in your eyes
Captured my soul
And every night I see you in my dreams
You’re all I know I can’t let go
Just cast aside
You don’t even know I’m alive
You just walk on by
Don’t care to see me cry
And here I am
Still holding on
I can’t accept
My world is gone
Chorus
Do you even realize the sorrow I have inside
Everyday of my life
Do you know the way it feels
When all you have just dies
I try and try to deny that I need you
But still you remain on my mind
No I just can’t get you out of my mind
I never can say goodbye
‘Cause every night I see you in my dreams
You’re all I know
I can’t let you go
Even though I try
I can’t let go of something I need so badly
You’re all I know I can’t let go
the princess rambled on
|Monday, September 06, 2004|
