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Saturday, August 21, 2004

.: :.

sigh..decided to use the gd old black coz this suits my mood..i duno..i seem so strong,so happy,so carefree outside..but i'm seriously tearing apart inside..no one knows..unless u count my good old bear that wei gave as someone..i cry so much till i have sore eyes or rather conjuntivities again today..i duno..

in sch,i have things to keep me occupied,pple who care for me to distract me away from my pain..but at home,its juz me and my room..with all the memories that we once shared tog..i guess this time's for real..the hurt gets deeper and deeper with time..it leaves me feeling so alone..i wana give up on love totally..it really sux!the pain of losing the one u love,the one whom u have ur heart,ur everything to,the one who's more important than ur life!

i erased all the msgs,put all the stuff he gave me into a box and tuck it on top of my cupboard..hopefully by doing all these i can slowly forget what we shared..all the happy times we had tog..and it's only then that he can truly be happy..to be able to do the things he always wanted to do..to be free..

sam,if ur reading this..i juz want u to know that i really want u to be happy..even if it means having to live with the pain and hurt of losing u..i juz want u to be who u were before u met me..to be ur happy and carefree self..to be stress-free..study hard for ur Os k?i juz seriously wan u to forget about me and get on with ur life..dun look back..juz look forward ..tk care of urself k?rem to drink lots of water and study hard!all the best in everything u do!


the princess rambled on
|Saturday, August 21, 2004|

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

.: :.

Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple...
Jun was veri charming & many girls could`t help falling in love with him... therefore, he became quite a flirt.

As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with average looks. Although there were quite a number of guys chasing her, jen only had Jun in her heart.altoughth She knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her ..

she still continued to love him whole heartedly...

Jen loves rainy days...

she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joinin.

Jun then ask her; Why don't you let me join you?
Jen replied;Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick.
Jun then ask her again;If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?

But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him...
Although Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy.
To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well. :)

However, nothin last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even love the girl more deeply den he love jen

One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their last dinnertogether...
Jen looked at him. She knew dat this was going to happen, but she choose not to ask any farther...Jun then requested for a break up..
And Jen...she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew...Jun was just like the wind...never stop at any point.

That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home..
Jen kept veri quiet...although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask.
Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her.

He said:Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down.
But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...those are the most happy & unforgottable memories i had with you

After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried..
Jun hugged her tightly.

He said:Jen, There's one question i wanted to ask you long ago... Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just would`t allow me to accompany you?

Jen was stunned..pausing for a few seconds,
Jen replied...Because...Because i don't wish to let you know...
I was crying..

wow..this damn sad la..ripped this off some web..almost cried when i read this can...

~why muz love be so sweet yet so painful?~

the princess rambled on
|Tuesday, August 17, 2004|

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St. Nicholas, Catholic Junior College, Nanyang Polytechnic
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