Saturday, August 07, 2004
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now i realize dat you're no longer mine,i'm hoping that the pian will ease in time.Although you're leaving,i won't say goodbye coz i know you're with me in my heart...
fate is a funny thing.It blesses you with someone and when it feels like it, it takes it away,breaking your heart. Thats was what fate did to me.It took you away..
the princess rambled on
|Saturday, August 07, 2004|
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You are Purple Sheep, who is gentle toward people, and likes to take care of others.
You are kind and possess graceful attraction.
You will not oppose to others, and no matter what, you always take a passive attitude.
You don't express your inner emotions easily, and will not actively lead others.
You tend to always take a safer path, and are rather timid.
You will not do anything adventurous.
Your type of women tends to have high aspirations, and hold huge expectation and ideals toward others.
Therefore, in contradiction, you may be feeling dissatisfaction on the inside.
Your personality is very cautious, and have observing eyes.
You are good at reading other people's minds and feelings.
And you don't get wrong. You tend to manipulate people by using talent. You are also very intelligent and have great kowledge.
You are always thinking of interests, before acting.
You tend to be rather temperamental person.
And once you make up your mind, you don't easily change, and can be obstinate.
Although you value relationships with others, you also like being on your own.
Therefore you may suffer from your own contradiction.
Although you are a passive sort of person, you do possess perseverance and are a person of action.
Once you are on fire, you show unbelievable energy.
You like dressing up, so you are suited to follow your career than staying at home.
did this quiz found in a frenz blog..it's quite true i guess..
i'm really so thankful for the people ard me now..i mean without them i tink my life these 3 days will be a drag and i doubt i'll be sitting here writting this alive now..i mean it's the care and love that people shower on me that makes me realize that life without him is still worth living for and it's them that makes me realize the true importance of frenz..i noe last time i use to say that gurl frenz are more important than my him but deep down somewherei noe that if i were to chose btwn him and them i'll still choose him but i noe now for sure that i'll chose them..no matter how u change,ur gurlies will always be there for u and will never leave u..they'll always accept ur flaws and crap and still treat u the same..but i guess with a guy it's different..but dun worry,i'll never turn crooked again!
+to love you means knowing there's someone special whose arms i can wrap up in when the rest of the world doesn't understand,soneone whose touch can take me to a place where nothing else matters but the two of us+
[ilu]
the princess rambled on
|Saturday, August 07, 2004|
Friday, August 06, 2004
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sigh..think today's the worst day of my life..everything's upside down!!my world's so empty and void of love..i mean i noe i haf my bestie,my frenz and of course my family but i guess wat happen last night made me realize how i often tk things for granted..like the people around me-my dearest wei becks, josie, thanya, shee, bao, swan, esther, cla, daniel, yusheng,ben,jiahui, dia..so many people who truly loves and care for me..i mean even tho they might not show it..i guess i noe they're there for me..
i juz couldnt stop crying in school tday..i tried to control when i came to school..i told myself that i cried enuf yest night and i'm gonna start afresh today..but i couldn't..after michael tan caught us for socks..i juz felt so messy..as in like everything's not going my way..i couldn concentrate on my maths tutorial..then wen esther asked if i'm ok..i juz couldnt control...i juz let my tears flow..i juz cried everything out again..i cant control..even when i went for chem lect..i was still crying..like everythings not going my way..i got caught and had to give up my ezlink and go for detention for 5-7..wth!
anyway,i juz kept crying..i duno wat the hell was going on with me..i msg wei and i guess only she can feel the emptiness in me..even as i typed this,i'm still crying..i cant see anything so forgive me if there's any mistakes k?thanx bestie for everything u've done for me..i've always taken ur presence for granted..like in sec school,wen i'm done you'll be the first one i'll go to..now, i juz wish i can go back to the past,where i can be with u 6 days in a week..i really miss those days..
anyway,i duno how's he now..i really hope i can survive today without talking or msging him..i noe he wun miss he as much as i do..i guess he'll be too busy to even tink of me..i hope he studies hard and dun tink so much..if ur reading this, juz forget i exist and carry on ur live...ur the best thing that happen to me and i'll always remember and cherish wat we had..thanx for everything..tk care..
the princess rambled on
|Friday, August 06, 2004|
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
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i'm so bored at home..there's no one home and he's gone for some founder's day service thingy..i noe im suppose to be studying but..hehe..
there's some career's day tom from morn till 3 plus..actually cant wait to here wat the pros say abt pyshcology..but i'm kinda lazy to go school..feel like ponning and stay at home to study instead..see first la..
yeah!quite excited about fri's half day..got national celebs in school and a charity walk..then our clique is having an all girls outing to seoul garden..coz cla wanted to eat seoul garden..that gurl's got a humongous craving for seoul garden..then tday at maths lect..me,cla,bao and swan were discussing about the lunch thingy then i guess we muz haf talked quite loudly and the bee bah(our lecturer)said 'the whole group of gurls there have been talking non stop ever since they came in'..and that crazy gurl went to wave at him!!i was so freaking embarassed la..aiyo..duno where to hide my face..hehe..but spending almost 2 years with her..we juz gotta get use to it..
the princess rambled on
|Wednesday, August 04, 2004|
