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Saturday, September 18, 2004

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sigh..in such a teary mood today..listening to the cd that my dearie becks burn for my bday in sec 4..oh man..it brings back damn happy memories..

the times we use to run to the balcony to tk 'neo-prints' with the stolen mirror..the many photo taking sessions we had in the balcony,toilet..basically juz anywhere around school..the fighting over the mirror..(actually its juz me,becks and jose..haha)..the many bowls of mee gia tang with duo duo bai chai and bu yao rou..haha..the orange bowl noodles..the tonnes of fried chicken wings that we had..how we always use to fight over putting back the bowls and our dearest prefects got to do it for us..haha..the ovaltine,pine-apple that jose cant pronounce..the many major gossipping sessions..the daily monday routine where i go.."he's so cute..really.."haha..oh man..

life in st nicks was so perfect..so carefree and so full of love and genuine feelings..somehow,we juz bonded like that..like superglue..the people around me now can never be compared to the my bimbos..my bimbos truly noe me inside out and we can juz literally talk about ANYTHING..even if we're unhappy with that person we'll juz say and trash things out and everything will be back to normal..but somehow life's different now..i guess we all juz have to learn to move on..

becks:u muz be strong k?we'll always be with u and love u k?remember that u still have us not only now but FOREVER k?keep going on and dun look back..like wat u said u noe u'll be happy k?and i really wan u to be happy..it really hurts me to see u in pain k?so dearie..rem that i'm always here for u k?anything,i'm juz a call away k dear?i love u!*hugz*


she wishes he can juz get out of her life for good..
he's caused her too much pain..
so much that even the happy times cannot make up for it..
the past will always haunt her for her life..
but she noes she'll move on..
despite the hurt and the scar,
she'll forget everything
and live life to the fullest again..
she'll find love eventually
but this time with someone who can make her truly happy..
someone who will take care of her and nurse her heart back again..
someone who's willing to accept all her flaws
and see the perfect side of her..
but most importantly,someone who love her move than he did..
or did he even love in the first place?
did he even meant those words he said?
she's doesnt care anymore..
it's all just been 18 months of lie and deceit..
why muz she keep looking back and longing for the past
when he can juz simply forget and move on
happily enjoying his life..
she will too..
she'll save her heart for someone who'll love her
and make her be able to truly love and be able to give again..
someone who'll tear down the wall that's she is now building to defend herself
someone who'll truly reach into her heart and make her feel truly loved again
make her feel like a little girl again..
she's been hurt not once,but twice by the people she thought truly loved her..
she's was too naive..
she'll stand up again..
this time stronger but they have to overcome the barrier she build to protect herself..
she's afraid she'll get hurt again..




the princess rambled on
|Saturday, September 18, 2004|

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