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Saturday, September 04, 2004

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sigh...something's wrong with my system man..was shaking damn badly yest and was short of breath..oh man..den i kept shitting like 4 times in 1 hour!!told my mum then she said i beta drink more water and eat more in case i shit everything including my intestines out!!oh man!yucks!!haha..she's one funny woman...

i'm starting again..i'm starting the same ting as wat i did in sec 2..i'm cutting myself again..i cant help it..thats the only i can relieve myself and sort of concentrate my pain elsewhere..i juz sorta feel beta after i did it..i hope i wun get addicted to it again...

i dun even noe why i'm saying all these here..there's seriously something wrong with me..i keep doing stuff that i cant even explain..today i walked out of the house and went to the basement carpark..then i realize what the hell was i doing??i dun even understanding my own actions??

and my bro told me that i went to his room at night,mumbled something and walked out..he tried calling me but i din respond..but i seriously cant remember..and i wasnt sleep walking..coz i wasnt even sleeping yet..oh man!!wats happening to me??i cant seem to control my own brain and body..i'm so screwed for my prelims!!!

arrggghh...i miss wei!!i use to complain abt seeing her 6 days a week in st nicks but now i dun even get to see her once a month...should never have taken her for granted..those that i cherish din cherish me and those i din cherish is the one that i should've cherish...understand?i dun really understand what i';m saying..but who cares..

i juz wish i could turn back the time and really treasure and cherish the times spent with her..sigh..but thanx wei for always being there for me..ur msgs,ur encouragements and ur calls never fail to brighten up my day..i'm serious!i love u gurl!muacks muacks..

the princess rambled on
|Saturday, September 04, 2004|

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