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Friday, August 06, 2004

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sigh..think today's the worst day of my life..everything's upside down!!my world's so empty and void of love..i mean i noe i haf my bestie,my frenz and of course my family but i guess wat happen last night made me realize how i often tk things for granted..like the people around me-my dearest wei becks, josie, thanya, shee, bao, swan, esther, cla, daniel, yusheng,ben,jiahui, dia..so many people who truly loves and care for me..i mean even tho they might not show it..i guess i noe they're there for me..

i juz couldnt stop crying in school tday..i tried to control when i came to school..i told myself that i cried enuf yest night and i'm gonna start afresh today..but i couldn't..after michael tan caught us for socks..i juz felt so messy..as in like everything's not going my way..i couldn concentrate on my maths tutorial..then wen esther asked if i'm ok..i juz couldnt control...i juz let my tears flow..i juz cried everything out again..i cant control..even when i went for chem lect..i was still crying..like everythings not going my way..i got caught and had to give up my ezlink and go for detention for 5-7..wth!

anyway,i juz kept crying..i duno wat the hell was going on with me..i msg wei and i guess only she can feel the emptiness in me..even as i typed this,i'm still crying..i cant see anything so forgive me if there's any mistakes k?thanx bestie for everything u've done for me..i've always taken ur presence for granted..like in sec school,wen i'm done you'll be the first one i'll go to..now, i juz wish i can go back to the past,where i can be with u 6 days in a week..i really miss those days..

anyway,i duno how's he now..i really hope i can survive today without talking or msging him..i noe he wun miss he as much as i do..i guess he'll be too busy to even tink of me..i hope he studies hard and dun tink so much..if ur reading this, juz forget i exist and carry on ur live...ur the best thing that happen to me and i'll always remember and cherish wat we had..thanx for everything..tk care..

the princess rambled on
|Friday, August 06, 2004|

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