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Friday, July 30, 2004

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nothing much to write..juz so tired..after piano..waiting for him to call..i got so much feelings inside me but i duno where to begin..i juz wana cry..cry at  a place where no one will see..no one will judge and no one will laugh..i've lots of emotions in me..i duno where to begin..i wana scream,wana throw things and juz vent my anger all out..
 
duno wats gotten into me..was so moody in school tday..sigh..thanx everyone for asking if i'm ok..thanx for ur concern ya?really appreciate it..like bao,swannie,cla,ben,ys,dan...thanx guys!
 
anyway,i feel that we're spending lesser and lesser time with each other that we dun really understand each other now..like he's become like a stranger to me..i duno wats he thinking or wats he doing..like everything's so superficial..i duno wat to do..everytime i try to make things rite,i juz make matters worse..but i'm trying..i really am..but it gets so tiring at times that i really wana juz give up..juz give up..juz wash my hands off everything..but i cant..i love him too much to let him go..he's become a huge part of my life that my life would be so empty without him..i noe everyone will be telling me that there's still your frenz and family but i guess no one can really take the place of him in my heart..no one can truly fill the void if he were to leave me..
 
got a gp mock paper tom..gota go rest now..before waking up to study..tata..

the princess rambled on
|Friday, July 30, 2004|

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